Happiness Isn’t Real

Two nights ago, I felt it for the first time
I could smell it draw closer
For the first time in forever, I saw the darkness slipping in
Dang! I missed this
It sipped in slowly, but definitely
My hands are still having tremors from the excitement
The blackness covered my soul
My heart turned pale
My lips turned dry
It has come back in full now.
I can feel my chest get darker and filled with everything but light
My epigastrium feels like hell just settled there
Oh how I missed this!
I can hear Satan laugh over my shoulder
I chuckle back
He stops laughing, probably out of fear
My bed feels like heaven once again
A heaven I never want to get out of
Don’t get me a psychiatrist
Trust me, I’m fine the way I am

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