To Survive

It was better at the start
When wounds healed faster than they came
When feelings described, were as they were
And love wasn’t just a game
It was better in the beginning
When paranoia was just a fake fear
But my paranoia was always real
And that was what brought distrust here
It seemed more interesting when we first began
Everyone loved fairly and equally
There was no fear of being heartbroken
Only of loving poorly
I prefer when I hadn’t known you yet
What you were capable of
I stole a glance at your heart last night
And realized I might not be strong enough

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